
Seek ye first
By Aeryn
Davis-Batiste
"God, are you there?"
I ask this so often
wondering if
He’s even listening to me.
I pray
and wait
and pray
seems like
an eternity
I’m
sick and tired of struggling
and at times
giving up
seems to be the best bet.
But I remember grandma’s words,
"Child, God ain’t thru with you
yet!"
Seek
ye first the kingdom of God
and His Righteousness.
I was
told that
doing this
would grant me
complete happiness.
Happiness
beyond measure
unattainable in the physical form.
But just as precious
and miraculous
as a baby being born.
So when
will this all happen?
I mean
when will my life
be complete?
Because right now all I see
is pain
and all I feel
is defeat
I’m tired
of praying
and praying!
feels like its all in vain.
When will God bring me
a little sunshine
and take away
all this pain?
I
remember grandma
again
saying
"Seek ye first the kingdom of God
and his righteousness"
But isn’t
that what I’ve been doing
while praying through my distress?
Seek him wholeheartedly
during joy and sorrow.
And let Him
worry about your
tomorrow
Live
today
for Him
as if it were your last!
And forget about the guilt
and mistakes of your past.
"Seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness"
and all good things will be given
to you.
Lean not unto your own understanding
for God knows what’s best for you!
Again, it
is said
"Seek
ye first the Kingdom of God"
and all good things will be given to thee.
It’s proven in the greatest
book ever written,
refer to Matthew six
verse thirty
three!